jazzielovesyou blogging at elowel.org
My sketch! 02-01-06 09:46
This was my beautiful sketch of myself... I am happy with it I think. It kinda looks like me I guess except I don't know. I am just harder on myself so nevermind all this babble! lol It's pretty good though yeah? But I moved it and now you can't see it
Just lookin 11-17-05 12:25
This is me... Um awhile ago actually but that is what I most look like compared to my other pictures...I kinda look like a boy I think... Image hosted by Photobucket.com
Buzzcocks Love You More 11-16-05 12:50
I'm in love again
Been like this before
I'm in love again
This time's true I'm sure

Don't wanna end up like no nine day wonder
I've been hurt so many times before
So my darlin' I will never leave you
It's in my blood to always love you more
Love you more

It's my heart again
That drives me so wild
I just can't explain
Although I'm not a child

So why would I cry if you ever left me
Maybe 'cos you're all I'm livin' for
With every heartbeat I want you madly
It's in my blood to always love you more
Love you more

Oh my love again
What I say is true
Though it may sound plain
I love you

And it means more to me than life can offer
And if this isn't true love then I am sure
That after this love there'll be no other
Until the razor cuts
If I were a month I would be: April because April showers bring May flowers and I’d finally be doing something good.
If I were a day of the week I would be: Thursday because of all the anticipation for Friday
If I were a time of day I would be: The time most people were happy
If I were a planet I would be: Uranus for comic relief
If I were an animal I would be: Platypus because then I would know that they’re for real
If I were a direction I would be: Northwest
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: A funky lamp
If I were a sin I would be: Temptation
If I were a historical figure I would be: the Dali Lama
If I were a liquid I would be: Melted ice cream
If I were a tree I would be: Magnolia
If I were a flower/plant I would be: Jasmine duh
If I were a kind of weather I would be: Drizzle
If I were a musical instrument I would be: Drums
If I were an emotion I would be: Frustration
If I were a color I would be: Plum
If I were a vegetable I would be: Red Bell Pepper
If I were a sound I would be: An argument
If I were an element I would be: Earth
If I were a car I would be: ’79 AMC Concord
If I were a song I would be: Love Song by the Cure
If I were a movie I would be directed by: Emily
If I were a book I would be written by: Francesca Lia Block
If I were a food I would be: Yellow curry chicken
If I were a place I would be: a museum
If I were a material I would be: silk
If I were a taste I would be: spicy
If I were a scent I would be: Earthy
If I were a word I would be: Boisterous
If I were an object I would be: Steel
If I were a body part I would be: A hand
If I were a facial expression I would be: A look of disgust
If I were a cartoon character I would be: Daria
If I were a shape I would be a: An oval
If I were a number I would be: 2
Feeling stupid... 11-07-05 09:48
So once again I let someone in just so they can screw me over. I am really tired of the way I get treated by ever guy I let in. I seriously wish right that I could just die. I was already sick and now I am hurting so much emotionally and I am achey. I want to cry but I can't because I just feel stupid about getting hurt again because I should've known better and I do I just didn't want to listen to my better judgement if it meant being alone. So I suppose in the end I deserve what I got... Sad... Very sad indeed.
Sorry I know you all didn't really want to know that but I just figured it out. Um yeah. I hope everyone had a good halloween, I had an enjoyable time and apparently I looked hot which what girl doesn't want to be told she is hot so yeah... I am not sure really what I was going for so I am just going to claim like goth or something. Very creative huh? Yeah I know. I have to figure out quickly wheather or not I want to go see my bio father for the first time. I don't really know him but he wants me to go to Utah and see him. Honestly I don't want to go right now because I don't want to and it's gonna be effing freezing! I am not a fan of freezing I do it most the year. Anyway yeah I don't know the man at all so this is whack.
Posty McPost! 10-31-05 13:39
This sucks... My life sucks! Ok I am editing this... My life sucks not as much as it could I know but it still sucks and I am hurting right now so yes... I know I could be worse off.
Idiot! 10-26-05 10:01
So talking to my ex last night who is a retard and joined the Navy, and he starts saying he loves me and all this other crap. I am very pissed about this because when we had decided to just be buddies and I said I love you just being friendly because he is one of my best friends he gets all pissed but it is totally okay for him to say it and mean it more than that. Just because he feels that way and he is changing his mind about just wanting to be friends and whatever! Although at the same time I am very happy to hear this even though it never really is a good thing in the end. We fight and get jealous of each other all the time! And it is just horrible how we start treating each other when we argue or get jealous. What makes it even harder is he is off in Florida going to school and won't even be able to come and see me again till December. It is all very sad and frustrating because I really really love this boy. I have done a lot for him in the past 3 years we have been on and off and vice versa. I just don't know if I'm willing to get hurt again. I don't know I just wanted to rant about this all. Sorry it's lame. Hopefully I will post something better later.
Yeah... 10-25-05 12:49
Ever just have one of those days where you don't want to do anything and you don't want to talk to anyone in fear that you will say something offensive? You don't mean whatever you say but you just have to let it come out even though you know it will hurt someone's feelings? Today is one of those days for me. I don't really want to talk to any of my friends and I proved that at lunch today storming off and then yelling at them when they tried to talk to me. I don't mean to get mean it just happens. I always feel awful about it and try to be nice but then I just start to cry. I suck like that I guess.
Hello, 10-24-05 12:43
My name is Jasmine. I'm new to elowel.
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